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"Hi, Me!" coz my name is Hayme and I still am getting to know myself. A Medical student. A geek. A hopeless romantic. Gay. Single since being out. Single since birth for that matter. Accompany me as I redefine myself.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

In Memoriam

AJ Perez, a young and promising talent of ABS-CBN died not more than 4 hours ago in a vehicular accident. I am still awaiting news but I guess the number of Twitter shout-outs from ABS-CBN's Stars about his passing is enough to confirm said event.

Shet. Crush na crush ko pa naman itong artistang ito. AJ, you will be missed.






Posted April 16, 2010, 2:23 AM.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Bel Ami - Hot and Sexy

BEL AMI

"Bel" is French for "beautiful" and "Ami" means a "Male Friend". (Note: Adding an "e", "Amie", changes the gender, a female friend.) So, put loosely, this name of a Czech porn studio means "Beautiful Boyfriend" and boy do they deliver! Bel Ami is basically known throughout the gay world. If you, by any chance, haven't gotten wind of it, where the heck have you been?

A little backgrounder. My first ever full movie download, porn or non-porn for that matter, was "A Greek Holiday" by Bel Ami. I torrented all 1.4 GB of it way back in 2003 because it starred Julian Armanis, my first ever porn wetdream. Oh how many sperm cells and prostatic juices went to waste for his sake! He, for me, was the modern gay Adonis. Sleek, muscled body, amply cut abdominals, slight dash of hair just on the right places, a visage of perfection. He was orgasmicly sexy.


In the dawn of the broadband internet, however, Julian has quit doing Bel Ami videos. He now is keeper of finances of Bel Ami. So I had to make do with other Bel Ami models. None quite appealed much to me as much as Julian did. That was until late last year when Jack Harrer debuted.

Jack Harrer had a lot of the traits I found especially enticing and deliciously sexy in Julian. The well-sculpted body, boy-next-door looks, pleasant, charming, non-cocky persona all of which oozed from a lad with a prized manhood.


What I like in Bel Ami videos is the semblance of romance. The pre-sex cuddling, deep, passionate kisses and licks slowly crescendoing to a heated blowjob and ass play.


Videos peak with gyrating bubble butts, moans filled with desire, lustful exploration of the male body all in preparation for a burst of libido.


I find the slow pace of the sex act pleasurable unlike wham-bam-cum videos made by other studios. They just lack personality and that tad mix of sexuality and sensuality that turns me on and keeps the juices flowing, if you know what I mean. Other than the hot models at the peak of their youthful beauty, I think this is what's special with Bel Ami studios. A very talented director and cinematographer aided by a pricey HD-Sony Camera all come in handy too in capturing all of Bel Ami's sizzlers.


ALERT! UNCENSORED IMAGE

BUT (Here comes the negative criticisms), recently, I have observed changes in the way they produce videos. Though I find them videos still oven-hot, I find recent threesome and orgy videos too boring and a bit tacky. It may be that my dislike for sex that comes in 3's or more is clouding my judgment, but, there's this element of exhibitionism that I kinda am not comfortable with. I mean, jerking off in the twenties-something (20+ guys, which Bel Ami claims might be the largest filmed group jerk-off/orgy ever) is a bit unrealistic. Its a move away from the realism I find in intimate gay sex between couples. Like, come on, 20+ guys wanking together? Where's the sexiness in that?


And, yes, trios and multiple orgies have become common from Bel Ami lately. But, come on! A trio video involving TWINS? That's another level I'm not quite comfortable with yet again. Some may find it kinky. I find it incestuous. Sorry. I'm not for that thing. But, hey, if you are, here's a pic of a recent twinfest as they call it.


Hmmm. That's it for now.

Uhm, so this is my first "porn-critic" post. As of yet, a catchy name to call this type of post eludes me. Got any ideas? What would you rate my post?

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Sweet Love



Wala lang. Pag-logon ko pa lang kasi sa FB eh yan ang post ng Doctor namin sa wall niya. And I just love this song. Pang diva kasi na classic na rin. At kayang-kaya ko kantahin with all the emote and kulot. Oy rhyming. Hehehe.

Anyway, matagal na akong di nakakapag-post.

Natapos na ang second year ko sa Med school. Ang pinagdarasal ko na lang ngayon, (LORD, if you're reading) eh na pumasa ako dun sa Pathology removals exam na 135 items at kelangan kong magka-80 man lang. Hindi talaga ako sing-confident dun di tulad ng sa Surgery removals na medyo breeze at chicken lang (yabang!). So ayun. Sa Tuesday (April 19th) ang deliberation ng committee for promotions. Hay naku. Lord, once again, papasa naman po ako po. Huhuhu.


Sino nanuod ng Bnb. Pilipinas? Yeah. Nag-trending topic sa Twitter si Nuestra Señora Venus Raj. Hahaha. Kasi naman, sino naman kasing magaakalang magpruprosinsyon siya ala-Sto. Niño. As in, sinong nagkulot sa iyo Teh? Close malamang kay Baby Jesus. Kakaaliw. Namangha ako sa kanyang talaga. Heto pa ibang mga Twitter trends about sa Poong Venus Raj:

"Akala ko naligaw ako. Ginawa niya kasing Quiapo ang Araneta."

"Mga audience po kami, di kami mga deboto."

"Pinaghahanap na po ngayon ng NBI (Nagkukulot Buhok Investigation) ang nagkulot kay Venus Raj."

Hahahaha. Kakatawa lang talaga. Tsaka, maiba ako. Bakit mistulang walang ka-talent-talent sumagot ng questions ang mga Filipina contestants. Akalain mo, nanalo na yung pagka-gasgas-gasgas na "Education, b-coz it can't be taken away from you." As in. Walang bagong mga sagot. Meron pating nag-ala barangay na "Thank you for that wonderful question". Pwede? And, pinaka-FAIL sa lahat, "People is Government and Government is People." Huh? Paikot-ikot ka Teh? Di siguro siya familiar sa "Gov't is for, by, and of the People."

Hay. Anyways. Sige, hanggang dito na lang muna. Pinag-iisipan ko kasi uling i-spice up ang blog na ito. Kaso, by so doing, magiging non-Rated-PG tayo.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Prayers

Guys, do pray for my behalf. Sure na akong kukuha ng REMOVAL EXAMS for Surgery and General Pathology. I don't have the guts to tell my parents that I am a candidate for such exams. Di kasi aabot ng 75 ang aking grades for both of 'em subjects, nasa 70.00-74.49 lang. Pero grabeng kayod na ako makuha lang yang 70-74.49 na grade. Please pray for me. Thanks. Until then, di pa masusundan itong entry ko.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Curta - Eu Não Quero Voltar Sozinho

Portuguese Gay-Themed Short Film



Wala lang. Hang-cute lang ng ending niya.

Uhm, for the English subtitles, find and click the Arrow Up button then click the CC button and change the subtitles to English.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Rush

Matagal na ring hindi ako nakakapag-post ng entry. Naging busy lang ako these past few days. What I've found myself doing was homework and a lot of pages to read, study, and allot a huge portion of the text into my inferior temporal lobe (kung saan naka-store ang memory). I do check my blog from time-to-time but mostly I just redirect into the blog's of my blog-friends namely Nishi, Kamille, and Haze. Aside from checking-out and reading their blogs, I check my FB page for some messages mostly from my Physical Diagnosis groupmates. Other than that, I await for Bleach and Naruto mangas. Very routinary, I know (I can't believe blogger blotched "routinary" in red, its not misspelled! urgh!) but I do try to spice up my after-school life. Lately, I do just that with porn. But after 20 to 30 minutes of growling, hip-to-butt banging and lusty moans of orgasmic pleasure, the rush just fades away with it. I need something more.

I've provided a solution for that gap in my want for gratification. The solution? Movies! Movies I torrent for hours. Movies in High-Definition. I found a desperately sought rush from looking at the download percentage bar slowly inching its way rightwards to 100% completion. All the while, the rush doesn't become wasted for I pour it unto my e-book on Surgery or Pathology, my real school subjects. The actual movie itself is the icing on the cake.

And to present you with this and the previous week's icing, here is a short tribute to those movies.

First off was Reign of Assassins.

Amazing movie. I've always loved Asian action movies my father calls "Flying" movies. He has never understood why this dazzling unhuman act was, for me, an Art. Personally, seeing them defy gravity makes me relive my childhood fantasies. They make me believe in the power of the mind. That it knows no bounds. That from a stupid notion of humans swiftly moving as if they were feather-light and jumping off buildings like their bones were made of adamantium also at the same time, one can transform stupidity into a tightly choreographed lethal ballet as opposed to the cliche of reality-bound fight scenes is pure brilliance.

Second movie was, Leap Year.

I didn't quite like Amy Adams in that Disney movie with Cyclops. Haha. Enchanted was it? But when I saw her in Julie & Julia over at HBO, she was exuberant. She had me mistaken. She actually can be a very versatile actress. What she has become is far from her Cruel Intentions 2 days. About the movie, well, it was romantic. I liked the plot where guy slowly falls for annoying girl ending up losing her over self-doubt, cowardice and wrong-timing. But all's well that ends well. The new guy, Matthew Goode, being hot didn't disappoint.

Third movie was Love and Other Drugs.

This should be the year's most "gerger"-ous movie. Gerger is Bisaya slang for sex btw. But aside from Jake's butt exposure and Anne's boobies, this movie is actually good. It reminds us that loving someone isn't just because they make you feel good but because they actually make you feel good about yourself. Love for someone brings with it more love for oneself. On a less serious note, Jake was effing DELICIOUS in this movie. Him making love to and giving Anne an orgasm is a certified boner-bringer.

Fourth, and today's film, is Flipped.
 
And Australia yet again gifts the world with another hot up-and-coming star, Callan McAuliffe. He is Sam in the new Spielberg movie I Am Number Four. This movie is a goody-goddy. Just makes you feel all butterflied inside. What I liked from this movie is the assessment of the character, Julie, that humans, especially in this day and age, are LESS than the sum of their parts. People can be true airheads and very superficial these days. I pass by my previous college and I see example after example. But then, I could just be too judgmental. Still, I can't help but put labels.

So, that quite ends this post. Right now I'm torrenting Hachiko: A Dog's Tale starring Richard Gere. Its about a dog's loyalty and how it may surpass even a human's. I just might write about it.